Two weeks ago, I finished my year of prayer after my father’s death.
It wasn’t fun, or convenient, but it was something I wanted to do. I incorporated it into my weekly schedule, and I went.
Until, suddenly, it was over.
I no longer have to go. I don’t have to feel guilty if I miss a service. I could stop going altogether, and yet…
For years, I had wanted to go to services more often. This has been a goal on my Future Me list since I started it. The first day or two that I didn’t attend, I felt oddly adrift.
Maybe I still want to go? Though not maybe not every day?
Which leads to the bigger question: what else do I want to keep from my past year, and what do I want to leave behind? What do I want to do more of in 2024?
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